quotes....

its been a while since i really tried to make a post in here. but things are not going as i would like them to be. i am learning from life. and forgetting them again. thats life i guess. anyway, these quotes, have been pecking inside my head too long a time, to be written down in here, which are totally not mine. but they are simply great. i will just dump them in here -

"But on this auspicious of nights permit me then in lieu of the more commonplace superkay to suggest the character of this persona. Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of Fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a by-gone vexation, stands vivified and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin van-guarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition. The only verdict is vengeance; a vendetta, held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honor to meet you and you may call me V."............... this is from the the movie 'V for Vendetta', which i didnt like at all.

"we live our lives as if we will never die, then one day we die as if we have never lived...." - [dont know the source.]

i was watching this movie 'Juno', about a teenager girl who just found out that she is pregnant. i am just recommending that u might like it.

and here is a quote from the tv series 'heroes' - "But what happens when trust is lost? Where do we run when things we believe in vanish before our eyes? When all seems lost, the future unknowable our very existence in peril.... All we can do... is run."

i know these seems a little out of context in here... but who cares.

looking back....

and yet one more year is gone, one more year to look back. but where am i going! people say time is merciless and i realize the truth of it now. looking back at the year i was wondering what is the best thing i have done, for me or anyone!



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what! i am looking back. thats what i wanted to say.... :P... not satisfied! ok, here is a poem titled 'looking back'. happy new year everyone...:D

" You always mean to go back
but one day you look around and
life has passed by and you've somehow forgotten.
And you remember them for the way they were
for the way you were back then.
And one day a name, a face pops into your head
and you look back maybe even hoping they haven't
changed because maybe it would mean you haven't either.
But you read the words on the news item and it hurts
"released by the estate of..."
And then you know that time can't be granted or fooled
and sometimes people forgotten can never be found again. "[source]
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"there used to be a time when school authorities would not allow cigarette and wank magazines. now students are not allowed to bring knives and crack cocaine. and they call it progress." - notes on a scandal.

... nijer shathei juddho kori,
nijer kachhei jukti.
nijer monei dalankothha,
nijer monei mukti...

A kid brother once told me, grow up bhaiya! I was so dumb struck by the truth of it that i couldnt reply.

time does not heal all wounds...

there was a time when i was sleeping. sleeping for a long long time through a exaggerated winter. i didnt know how it felt to be awake. the nights prevailed and the darkness loomed like a enormous black ghost. i wished to dream but i didnt know how! then one fine morning, a morning came to my door and knocked. knocked as smooth as a falling leave on a bright autumn morn. i woke up and started dreaming. it was so mellifluous that it felt like honey. it was so invigorating that i couldnt breathe. and it jabbed a rough edged knife into my heart. i cried in anguish and pain and prayed it not to stop. everyone noticed the tears and said in soothingly voice that 'time, my dear heals all' and patted on my shoulder. it bled and bled as much as a river can hold. eventually it had to stop.

as time passed by i realized that the gushing wound is beginning to mend. i saw myself trying to keep my eyes open but winter came along and the dream ended and left me unconscious. i was trembling from the fear of being thralled by the wintry. i slept like a log. i slept like a broom among brooms in the brooms closet. like a snake in hibernation. but my fairy godmother had pity on me and woke me up again and placed me back in my reverie. and i found out my old wound still can bleed. i sighed a happy sigh. and said to my self- time does not after all heal all wounds. from then on i am trying hard to keep my dream like a dream on a sweet vanilla ice cream.

aha....

i dont know what happened to my writing habit. i cant give shape the simplest of the thoughts . i visit this site like any other visitor. i look back at the posts i have written and wonder about the zeal i used to have. nothing seems to get elaborated no matter how much i want to stretch it. when i need this skill the most. as i am preparing for the gre exam my stock of words seem to decrease gradually to nothin..... :-S

lately i have enjoyed two movies very much. one is "earth" of deepa mehta and the other is "aha" directed by enamul kobir nirjhor. dont knw why i liked these. may be because i liked to get confused these days.... here is a lyrics of a confusing song from more confusing movie "aha"...

dur isharay bohu dure achre pore akash
ki hoy toder ektukhani ador beshi makhash.
durer manush, kachher manush jotil shomikoron
shorol moner torol kadhe korchhi take boron.
dur isharay bohu dure.....