Thursday, April 27, 2006

weirdo!

today is my big borther's birthday. sounds nice, nah? well its nice allright. but the only thing that i dont like about birthdays is the wishing part. dont get the wrong idea. birthday of anyone, not just my brother!

every time i have to wish somebody happy birthday or something, i just feel im in a mess. dont knw y. but it happens. i feel shy and embarassed!!! it takes my total strength inside me to press the words out of my mouth. the muscles of the jaw gets stiffened. feel like runnin away than sayin those words!!! hey, am i that crazy. well i guess yes. i always tried to think out the reason behind it. and the only idea is - the total idea of wishin by words seems untrue and made up words. well it doesnt mean its untrue everytime whn it is said. but one can do that easily.

i prefer wishin by the heart and not use the words. instead a smile may be. passin some quality time. and thats all. and its always a better option to send a gift or sms than sayin it with verbally. i knw u allready got the idea how much weird i can be. so chao.

8 comments:

Anonymous said...

well sometimes when u r in off mood its hard to wish someone with a fake smile on the face :S but i guess sms is the best solution..u can sms nytime when r in good/bad mood even while u r crying :P

aragorn said...

abedin.. glad u got the point... by the way did u send any sms while cryin... :P

Dipu Nobody said...

yes same to me :p i also feel embarassed .. he he .. so we invented a new way to wish in varsity .. [mone pore ?] making the birthday boy come out of his room then throwing the whole drum of water .. he he .. then singing loudly .. that is the best way i think .. call ur big bro come out of his room then call us we will throw water to him .. shesh ! ete jaw o stiff hobe na .. abar embarassing o hobe na .. hobe sudhu fun ! aah ! fun ! btw.. kar birthday ? Ishaq na Ismail bhai ?

Odbhut Ae Meyeti said...

LOL birthday wish korte eto koshto?? Nah I can wish everyone..even if the person is not at all familar to me...I go and wish him/her...its fun. And everyone is in good mood in his/her birthday..so they love being wished...

How do you feel when you're wished on your birthday? Or you prefer people wont wish you or wish you silently like you do? I think you would love it being wished..and so does everyone ..

Anonymous said...

tareq...not yet :P the thing is i cant cry easily..n in many times in my life i felt if i could cry to let all my pains go along with the tears :S

dipu...hehehe...seems u havent yet forgotten ur last birthday in IUT..i asked u to come out of the room n wht was waitin outside we all know ;)

aragorn said...

dipu... ismail bhai er bday

abedin... ahare...:P

samara... well i feel embarassed also, when im wished. but not always. that is i like some of my frnds to wish me. i think i should be called "odbhut ei chheleti!!!"...;)

Anonymous said...

hmm...thx tareq for coming up with this view regarding wishing on birthdays. sorry for posting this late entry but i would definitely want to add something here.
first, it was great to know abt ur IUT days. it was fun, it seems...
i doubt whether u can do that on ur brothers, can u??
i find wishing some one very close very difficult. as there's no room for fake emotions here. otherwise it is all about fun!!

aragorn said...

no anika... we cant do that to our brothers... there are many reasons y. one is mom will scold me for messing the home!!!...:P...

... and my point in the post is... ur close ones will understand that u wish the best for them...

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