mother's day

yesterday was mother's day. everybody knows that. i knew also. i told here before that i dont like to say happy birthday. "amar loijja lage...:P". so i was thinking and feeling that i must give mom as an appreciation, as a token of my love to her. but amar loijja lage....:(... so i told myself i have my own income and should give something.

u must be thinking that i am some alien landed from some outer space. but there is reason for me to feel a little shy about the whole fact. we are three brothers and as kids used to fight and mess up the home every now and then. my mom used to take care of us, the home and also had to attend her job. as a result she never had the time to spent her time cuddling and kissing us a lot. so i grew up thinking that it is very normal that moms dont do that as u grow up. i understood my mom loves me so much only when i get seriously ill. and as a kid i sometimes pretended as if im very much ill, to get close to her. well i dont blame her. she had a lot of other worldly things to do. later on mom used to scold us for being so quite and never talking in the home even with my brothers. a gap was built between us. we like each other, but dont express them. so i was thinkin what my mom will think and how she will react to get the gift from me? and how am i going to give it to her. thinkin about it makes me laugh.

eventually i bought a locket with a pair of earrings. i was happy at the end, coz my mom was happy and beaming with proud, which made me feel proud myself. thanx mom....:)